truth or dare....

reason why i feel the way i do today.....

Who said moving on would be easy?

The simple fact that you did the best you can to hold on to something that was going to fall...

I'm talking about my f*****g relationship...

The love was there....but the emotion, physical, lovey dovey  gushy s**t had disintergrated a long time ago

She was used as an excuse

 while he was out living his life...

loving everybody but her

Crying herself to sleep was something she made a habit everynight

Her life was changing....for the worst

Depression hit...

and the love he has for her is still considered "strong"

Its understanding that theres a long distance between the two

But calling everyonce in a while can't hurt right?

He was too  busy to tell her he loved her

She was able to hear his voice alot,....

through the answering machine

All she wanted was consistency..

Just to tell her that he loved her

Call her to let her know you were thinking of her

She felt like s**t because you did not love her the way she wanted to

She was lonely.....so she began looking for reassurance somewhere else

Men told her, yeah i want to be your friend....but i bet your p***y would be sweeter

Men didn't really want her as a friend.....

but she Just wanted a friend to talk to her and help her through the pain he caused her...

Eventually, one of the guys told the boyfriend that one of these days they're going to f**k her stupid

Vexed, the boyfriend called her next day asking if the rumors were true..

She realized what happened....

She confessed to the affairs she thought weren't that serious

But he said she would amount to nothing in his heart

and eventually the love died......