This Can't Go On

I'm writing you this note

To tell you that this can't go on.

It's not something that you did

well... that's not entirely true

but it's not something you can help

Let me assure you

It's not your fault,

That is, I don't blame you.

I torture myself,

Pretending and hiding emotions,

But not any longer.

No really, I'm fine.

I'm just writing you this note 

To tell you this can't go on.

Friendship is wonderful.

Yes, wonderful.

And I do appreciate it so.

But when something more is desired...

My friend, surely you understand...

That's my conundrum. 

I've pretended to hide my feelings

But you are jealous of my platonicy 

How   dare   you

Be   jealous.

You have what you know I want

But what we both know

I     can     not     ever     have.

I'm writing you this note

To tell you this can't go on.

I love you, of course

And I mean no ill will

But you have what I want

And we both know 

I    will    never    have    it.

I  will  never  have  it

The  way  you  do;

You're not in danger.

So, I hope you see now

There's no point to you being jealous.

That's why I'm writing you this note:

to tell you this can not go on.

Author's Note

Constructive criticism/feedback is much appreciated :)