To Lizzie.

A tragic love note to my beautiful ex-girlfriend.

There was a girl

I was madly in love with

She was my world

And she even loved me

In the same way!

It was a dream come true.

When we were together

I was the happiest I'd ever been...

But then, the day came.

January fourteen:

The worst day of my life.

She told me it wasn't working out

And we should see other people

I was so confused

I mean, yes, we started talking less

But I still thought about her

Every damn second of every damn day.

I went to my bathroom

And cried for hours.

I just couldn't believe

That I really lost my baby girl

She was the reason I lived!

The reason for the smile on my face!

And she just...left me?

I never saw it coming.

The days went by

I still thought about her

I cried and grieved for days on end

People tried to help and reach out

And while I appreciated it

It helped absolutely nothing

Nothing was going to fix

My shattered heart...

It is now April eleven.

She is the one thing on my mind;

Well, besides suicide.

But that's always on my mind.

It's been almost two months

And for some reason

I just can't let her go

I just can't move on

The way she did.

So, love, if you ever happen to read this,

Just know that I loved you

More than anything in this world

But you just cast me aside

Like everyone else

But the thing is, you're different.

All this time I was never angry at you.

I never hated you or even disliked you

Not for a second.

I forgive you for the way you hurt me.

And I will never, ever forget you.

Because you showed me

What real happiness was,

What it felt like to truly smile,

What it was like to just be happy.

So thank you for that.

And one last thing...

Lizzie, the best and worst thing

To ever happen to me,

I love you.