Not my soul mate

Your face: paper planes in the sky

Your smile: a stroll that holds the secrets of tornadoes

Your voice: silky sheets wrapping imperfect diamonds 

Your name popping on my phone: the view of sunrise and scents of monsoon

Your hands.. Oh your hands: curves of misfortune and magic

Your eyes: I don't know. I haven't really looked

Your neck: a lively child wanting to love everyone

But I can't call you "dear", for our halos haven't touched 

And I can't call you "friend", we're past that

Shall I call you "my joy?", but you make me cry every night

We fight and fight and fight, but I can't seem to let you go

Stay? beautiful disaster? 

No, not beautiful, you're ugly

What do I want more of you

Am I addicted ?

You're what's wrong in this world

You're the translation of hatred and ugly jealousy

Oh those jealous hints you give, 

The upsetting feeling you get,

The anger and worry that I cause,

My heroin.

I know what you want

You want to lock my almost free spirit

You want to hold me till you break my bones

but you're not chasing

you're waiting for me to come

to enlarge my bubble and let your cancerous self in

Like an alligator, waiting for the bird to sleep in its mouth

but you're not as strong

or as fast, or patient

I don't know what you are

What made you target me?

But I know this

I'll always pick "me" over "you"

But what if picking me includes you?

Die, I can't kill you on my own

Please die

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