One-sided love

It is the story where a person {me } who cannot express my love towards my friend. I just kept it with me.

In the world when we think about anything such as our first love story. It is an amazing memory where we share all the feelings towards them. If we think about one-sided love then it is very heartbreaking. I would like to share my one-sided love story. As for today also he does not know that I have loved him. At times I do not care about any type of love story. But as I went through it I understood what the feeling of heartbreaking is. I just wanted to share my heartbreaking one-sided love story. Sometimes when I see couples I thought if I get a chance I would have expressed it. It was during the summer season where I first saw him. His looks were decent. We can say that he is a good looking man who has thick eyebrows, a cute smile, always enjoys his life to the fullest, he often skips his class and especially he is Malayali. I just fall for him not because of his looks but because of his behavior towards others. He knows how to respect others advises, he is very punctual about time. In every way, we can call him "Mr perfect ". He was totally perfect in my eyes. As his imperfections which others see makes him perfect in my eyes. I was deeply touched by him but I did not confess him not even once. I just put all my feelings inside myself. It was because of my ego I did not express it. As everyone says that having a crush on someone is like stalking him. I never stalked him but whenever he sits in the class I obviously watch him. It was just as hell when our crush talks sweetly to other girls and just when he saw me and laugh at me it was like a heaven where I only see me and him in there. No one else could enter those doors which I had locked for only for him. When while he talks at me I just want to fly like a bird with full of freedom and enjoy every bit of talking. When the person loved comes and asks us do u have a boyfriend or any crush my heartbeats fast because of that talking. As the time flew I was unable to express my feelings to him. Just I cried out loudly throughout the night with the feeling that after I wake up I will definitely forget about him. But time passed now I am seeing him far away from where he cannot touch me and his life was, as usual, no effects in him. Everyday thinking about him I was living whenever someone proposed me I usually just ignore him. After so much of research, I got that this feeling towards him is what we called is love. Sometimes living together with your loved ones will not be called love but sacrificing your love for the loved one's happiness will also lead towards the love. It was the saddest story of my life which I am now also not reveal to him.