broken

for the first time in your life you look

around and think that for once life

is worth living. you run around

with smiles that you can actually

feel and then

with the mention of one word your

world crumbles

out from beneath you and you are left

broken

and all alone you try to think back to the

time where smiles were real and

pain was fake

but you cant remember and

theres always that

voice that

whispers

broken

theres always the constent memory of pain

and nothing eles

always the constent reminder that

you can pretend

but

everyone knows you are

broken.

you finnaly get back on your feet and that shrill

voice starts to scream

broken

you ask for her to let you be but she's always there

screaming

broken

one day you cant take it anymore and she

starts laughing as you

bleed

she sings her song and laughs along with

each new cut that you make.

you try to stop but she keeps telling

you that you are

broken

and that you cant be loved

she laughs and says that you will always be

broken

no one can fix you for you are nothing in the

eyes of everyone

you are and always will be

broken

everytime you cut she's there reminding you that she

told you that you were

broken

and you actually believed her and one day you realize

it was the voice of your

mother