i have to go

the blood pounds in my ears

making me want to scream i have

to keep going i know there still

looking for me

but i cant go back to that place. its dark and

cold

and no one can hear me. i pass

through the trees

dodging scattered branches. i wonder if they can hear

my heart pounding or if they can hear the

branches tear

into my skin as i rush by them. i wonder what will happen if they

catch me. last time i was let off this time will be

worse but i have

to go i cant stay. i have to try to get away. im sick

of the darkness that engolfs that place. i tried to stay

but i ended up having to leave anyway. i had to leave this place

i called home

i have to go back to where im actually known.

to the place where it isnt so cold......i just have to go.