Broken Hearted

A Poem by Kaelani

I Sit Here All Alone
With nothing to do but cry,
All by myself
Wishing I would die

You did this to me
Its all because of you
You told me you loved me
U said that u were true

I believed it
Every one of your lies
One by one you told them
As you looked into my eyes

We were meant to be together
You said so yourself
Together Forever
Thats how I felt

I thought u felt it too
But I guess I was deceived
By all the love inside
I thought I was what you needed

But I still need you
More than ever before
But I dont want you
No, not anymore

Although I still love you
With all my heart and some
I cant bring myself to believe
What you have become

You arent the same person anymore
I love who u used to be
Sensitive and caring,
And everything to me

When u broke my heart
We didnt talk for a while
And I could barely live
I wished we could reconcile

Then we started to talk again
And you told me u still loved me
And that you wanted us to be together
Just like it used to be

But it could never be the same
U destroyed my reason to live
You took away your love
And that I could not forgive

So you stand there and stare at me
As u watch my heart shatter
Each dark and frozen piece scatters about
But to you it does not matter

So as I hide my sorrow
My silent tears pour from me
Each one yearning for you
But my pain u will not see

Cuz forever I will hide it
Never for it to be revealed
Cuz this scar that u have given me
Will never be healed

So I sit here all alone
With nothing to do but cry
All by myself
Wishing I would die