Her kinda life

It all started like a deal with hetrosexual
Weird!i know,,didnt have to be so interlectual
She couldnt stop herself when she cried and got emotional
Hugs..touch..physical went too social.
See,,she keeps this to herself but why does it seem so international
Forbidden got sweet,,God!why so very cultural
Tryna read the bible coz of the system -educational
But at heart..she knew..it never went spritual.
Betrayed by herself,this is creepy motivational
To satistfy her flesh like a glutton in the dinning hall
With friends so trusted as a form of aspiration
But fell back...real bad..this isnt an inspiration