Finally Over

Anger after the ending of a relationship (from 2007).

I guess what bothers me the most
is that you didnt even have a look of longing in your eyes
Its too bad you couldn't see the scar on my heart

You gave me my things as if I were a stranger
like we were never close
My feelings turned sad instead of angry
but I guess what hurts me the most
is that you'll never love me.

Again, again. Over and over.
Please go back and start this over.
My heart is in pieces and you're to blame.
I love you, I hate you- its all the same.

Help me let go and forget it all
Cause I'm tired and lonely and ready to fall
This ditch so deep dug in my heart
These tears undried, where do I start?

Again, again. Over and over.
Please one more time, hold me closer.
My heart is in pieces and you're to blame.
I love you, I hate you- its all the same.

If you would have looked me in the eye
I might have caught you in another lie
or perhaps I may have peered into your soul
The emerald green with specs of blue...
Still me more to me
than my deep browns do to you.

You broke my heart
How could I forget?
Someday b*****d, you'll be full of regret.
One day you'll bleed
Just like me
And you'll feel how bad it hurts
Just to breathe.

Again, again. Over and over.
My heart wasnt made of steel
You should be ashamed.
I loved you, I faked it. Just get away.

Reviews

[Lydia Waldock]

I know this is from forever ago, but it's still relatable and written well enough for today. I can feel the anger that you have for this person, the broken trust, the broken hearts and the moments of harsh pain before the healing can start. I hope you are still writing today because you have such talent!!

[Katie Ann]

Thanks, Michelle :) I am glad that you like them!! I find that I'm appreciating yours, even when I'm not sure what they mean. You have a way with words... you're exquisitely, awkwardly, wonderful hehe

[anjamaka]

I am glad that you felt enough to post on here! This captures the pain of losing your first "love" very well. I love the micro aspects of your poems and while I tend not to write about relationships I am so glad you choose to!