break you down

i look at him and he disgust me!

the way he talks

the way he walks

the way he thinks he's just so cool in abercrombie and aeropostle

the way he carries himself around

everything about him makes me want to vanish

i hate him!

i hate the fact that he's such a jerk to me

i hate the way he talks to me

and the way he promised me he would be there and that nothing would change no matter what

the fact that i thought he was my best friend...the fact that he said he was

and he lied!

he made me promise and i did...he liked me and i was his best friend no matter what!

and now this!

he was never my friend!

he was using me and taking advantage of the situation

the year of desperation and useless life!

he used me!

i hate the fact that i beleived in him...

that i beleived i could finally trust someone without screwing up atleast once!

i hate the fact that he makes me feel like i don't deserve any friends!

like if i don't deserve someones trust!

all i did was be happy and he knew this day would come!

he knew i would someday be happy again with my dream!

but what i hate the most is that...i made him who he is now

and theres no turning back!

this is all me!

 

Reviews

[Suki]

dang man
i think i know who this is about
and that situation DOES suck
i hope youre not trying to blame yourself
you feel what you feel and thats it