DUE MOSTRO

ITS BEEN EXACTLY 9 MONTHS SCINCE I LAST WROTE

IT'S BEEN EXACTLY 9 MONTHS SCINCE THE LAST TIME I EVER FELT THE WAY I DO NOW

9 MONTHS MAKING NOTES

9 MONTHS WIPING BLOOD AWAY WITH A TOWEL

 

THERES TWO IN ME

BOTH ARE CALLED "STRANGER"

IT'S TWO I NEVER SEE

AND BOTH CAUSE DANGER

 

THE DARK ONE BRINGS OUT THE SALTY WATER FROM INSIDE MY EYES

AND HAUNTS ME TO CHASE AFTER IT

THE LIGHT ONE MAKES ME SMILE FORGETTING ABOUT THE LIES

AND EARASES THE FACT THAT WE'VE SPLIT

 

THEY ARE BOTH IN WAR

FORCING THEMSELVES TO WIN

BUT THEY'RE MAKING MY EYES SORE

COULD THIS BE A SIN?

 

I DNT KNOW WICH ONE IS WORSE

PAINFULLY DYING WITH OUT IT OR PAINFULLY DYING WITH IT

I DAMN THIS CURSE

THERES NOTHING I CAN DO BUT WAIT AND SIT

 

Author's Note

PLEASE IGNORE MY GRAMMER