* COLD BLOODED *

You said you loved me, I beleived you.

You said we were perfect, I beleived you.

You told me we were meant to be and that we would be together forever, and I beleived you.

You told me you would do anything for me, I beleived you.

You lied to me, and I beleived it.

Why did you waste my time?

If you never wanted to be with me, why didn't you tell me?

Did you use me?

Was I your entertainment?

I trusted you and you took advantag.

Did you do this because you love to see me drown?

You betrayed me and monipulated me.

Now what?

What do I do?

You know, we were suppossed to be together forever.

But now what?!?

Huh!!!

 

Well, now you go to HELL!

Now I see you drown and I won't save you!

Now you stay lonly in this world!

Now I kill you with the looks in my eyes, if you're tough enough to even look at me.

But now I'm lonly and it hurts.

You scarred me for life.

You damaged me and I loved you.

Don't you get it?!?

I LOVED YOU!

But you didn't.

Now what do I do?

There was no plan B, we were suppossed to be together.

 

I miss you.

I miss your false kisses.

I miss your lies when you used to say "I love you".

I miss you forced company.

I'm not used to this, this whole seperstion.

But you know what?

I'LL GET USED TO IT.

 

What did you think?

That because I miss you I'm going to go back on the dark side of the road.

HELL NO!

What were you thinking when you lied?

What was the song inside your head?

It's kinda funny how you thought I was never going to figure it out.

I laugh about it.

I laugh about stepping on you!

I laugh about spitting in your face!

OHHH!

EVIL IS SWEET!

Why didn't you tell me about this feeling?!?

I would've enjoyed it with you!

You watch me die, I watch you die!

But no.

Your selfish.

You wanted all that cold rush in your blood for yourself.

But now I stoled it!

It's mines!

And I love it!

NOT YOU!

Author's Note

Please ingore the grammer!

Reviews

[Suki]

wow...this is pretty frickin sweet. and yes it was extremly hard to ignore the grammar!!! you are killin me here! lol but for real... even though it is kinda bi-polar its awesome