that familiar feeling part- II

so it started and ended with the same pathetic feeling yet again!

Another night,
They got to believe it's real
'coz they saw us kiss.
The next night,
I roll a joint,
it was kind of hard on me,
it was kind of strong
it got me floating
but all i saw was you.
It was another beautiful night
but all i saw was the night before.
We got warm and cozy,
your friends watching videos loud on youtube.
We got crazy and I was fooled into thinking that was it again.
It always ends when I leave,
why does it always have to end?
I thought we could hang around with my team,
get high and drink and sing some crazy songs,
like walk around holding hands, talking stupid stuff.
Then the next day,
you say you want to be alone,
like that's good news for me.
Boy! make up your mind!
How many times do we have to go round
Till we spit on each other's face without any goodbyes?