like when you're here

i wrote this and saved it when i was going through a heart break. found it months later. so thought i'd share. enjoy :)

missing good old times as much as i'm loving whats happening
babe i'd love it if you do come back
you know like have you back in my arms
like the way it used to be
like when you're lying next to me and i feel your breath against me
like when i look into your eyes and i get lost there
like i see forever there
i wish we could go back in time
look at the past and see how much time we've wasted
trying hard to leave us behind when we actually were meant to be together
its hard fighting destiny when you don't know whats happening and all you want is for that something that's not happening to happen
not seeing the possibility that it could be because it wasn't meant to be
when you don't trust your instincts enough even when they tell you what to follow and what not to
i've been too lost and you never understood me when i needed you to the most
like i said love isn't a feeling that goes away easily
no feeling goes away too easily except for happiness
makes it easier to find the same way it leaves
makes it harder for me to picture you coming back again
like when you come into my mind every damn time i close my eyes
and you stay there even after i open them
life isn't easy
everyone knows that and some just say that to have something to say
to just fit in somewhere
but i know what i'm saying
and i know i love you still even after all that happened,though part of it was my fault
you know i'll never do anything to upset you
or to lose you when you were the best thing that ever happened to me
i'd be a fool to..
we always talk about destiny but we really dont know what it'd bring
i hope someday you take a chance to think about us
see where it really went wrong and come back to me
i'd still love to have you in my arms even then
coz letting go of you is so hard
was hard
and i'm still trying to
come back to me.... i miss you so..