insecurity

It hurts, honestly it does 

your'e never good enough not the 

right shape.......

        size.........

         height......

it hurts everyday 

i dont show skin 

because?

because im scared of the judgement 

                             of the laughter 

                             of the hate 

its not fair never being enough 

feeling.......un wanted 

needing to forget about the pain, with

another kind of pain

                                       i cry 

                                       mascara runs looking 

                                       at all the pretty faces 

wondering?

why cant i be that pretty 

have nice clothes 

get that perfect hair 

                  i just 

i want the insecurity to stop