Have I forgotten
And pushed it
Way to the back
No real forgiveness
A bluff for
The grace I lack?
His were some
Hurtful words
Hurled in a
Moment’s pain
Can I
Approach the bar
Giving true
Love again?
If not I
Fail to see
How Christ has
Suffered me
Suffered my
Wandering eyes
Half-truths
And jealousies
Now is a
Chance to prove
Strange and
Transforming love
Hugging my
Hurting friend
No ploy as
Clenched fists end.