(just) human[ism]

i've made some mistakes;

some that i feel unredeemable..

 

i've said some things,

that i really didn't mean..

 

i am human;

i am not flawless..

 

yes, i have believed love does not conquer all,

yes, i have believed in regret

 

i have regretted meeting some of the most beautiful women,

but, yet feelings sometimes overrides beauty and love, especially when you are human..

 

i am not perfect,

nor ever will i be perfect..

 

i am human with a soul in God's world..

..searching for her way..

 

i am human;

i make mistakes.

 

all things not suitable have to be removed,

before i can begin to come full and full circle once more.

 

i may have dissapointed you,

i may not have turned out to be a perfect sculpture of my wordy fantasies..

 

i have learned from those things,

a few things have been chisled away..

 

God, is still removing those thing which are not suitable...

...time will still not perfect me, but He can deem me changed and different;

 

i will still be human..

..but if you could just take a little time

 

and forgive this human and the humanism of me;

maybe you too, will experience the dynamics of human[ism]

 

 

(slightly edited from Oct 16th, 08)