again..[revisited..]A Chapter by Prose-fullmy Dear Heavenly Father,
i come to You, again, as humbly as i know how. i would like to take a few moments of Your time to thank You for all the things You have done for me. thank You firstly for food and shelter, for i know someone does not have any food to eat. and someone with only concrete to lay their head upon. i want to thank You for one of the hugest gifts You've given me;the gift of creativity and artistic expression. it's unbelievable the things you allow me to do. being shattered as a young child and not knowing who i was on the inside didn't allow for much knowledge or growth like i am receiving now. i am growing into a 30-yr old woman. i've entered my fifth year of abstinence from alcohol to better learn You and be closer to You than ever. there is all this "stuff" inside of me, and as it pours out of me i feel so close to You. and i am so aware that You've blessed me with this gift;aware of my contact with you. as the words flow from my heart to my mind and soul, i feel an overwhelming conscious contact with You and thats how i know You live and You have a space in me. just as when i was in the darkroom, developing film and watching images appear in a tray. and the same when i paint. as i close this journal-write to You, again i will say thank You and that You are The Greatest artist. how you created the world, the seas, the oceans,stars and sky;You are Amazing.thank You for choosing me to be one of Your creative children;i am forever grateful. -shean © 2008 Prose-full |
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Added on April 15, 2008 Last Updated on April 15, 2008 AuthorProse-fullHouston , TXAbouthey my creative brothers and sisters of the pen...it's been a long time and a lot has changed. I don't write as often, I've been busy with college essays...I still love the creative pen, though. I am.. more..Writing
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