the bee still stings..[my sister]

this is before i fell into writing, not knowing this is my passion..[it's from 2005] when i first began my sober journey in 2004;this particular woman in the fellowship was someone who made me feel at home..but after 21 years she ended her journey of sob

why did you go..

how could you

break this bond

 

we were:

sisters in love

sisters in harmony

 

i felt like..

i cared for the very first time

like i loved the very first time

 

then you up and left

and now i feel oh so alone

 

we were:

sisters in unity

sisters in harmony

 

this pain goes deep;

deeper than the average pain

 

this was no ordinary love;

this was suppose to be unbreakable love

 

and now its gone because

you changed your mind;

thinking it was safe to go

 

no more sisters in love

no more sisters in harmony

 

please come back

change your mind again

 

do a one-eighty and lets again:

be sisters in unity;sisters in harmony

 

my door is open to you

my heart is praying for you

 

my soul needs understanding

your soul needs a healing

your psyche needs rearranging

 

my sister:

once in sobriety

my sister:

now out of harmony

 

everyone is missing you

wondering why you thought it was safe

 

the fire still burns fire

and the coals are still too hot for us

 

that bee will sting

you can put up a fight

but the bee will still sting

 

my sister:

in love

my sister:

needs a healing

 

© 2005-2008

Author's Note

a few adjustments were made from 7/19/05
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