-i'm tired-

i.,

am..

so..

tired..

my mind is tired...

my heart is tired,

and my soul- the same....

 

my emotions are frail...

my heart is drying

just as the tears that run down my cheeks..

i am so incredibly tired of love..

seeping into my life

and seeping away just as swiftly

as the spell that comes along with it...
love me, love me not,

get angry with me, then hate me,

hate me not...

you're still going to leave....

for the life of me i don't understand why things i do,

people i hang out with affects the the necessities of the next woman...

color me stupefied..mystified...it even affects me...

if i tell you it's you and only you..then that's what that means...

i want to be free..

of this bafflingness...

free. free. free.
i do know..

and i am very aware

that people will always do

what they need to do for themselves,

and there is nothing you can do about it...absolutely nothing...
no matter how bad it hurts,

no matter how many tears that fall...still...

nothing..

oh, they will say," it's not you, its me"...well,

it's "me" being affected,

and it's "me" thats left holding the bagful of emotions...

what did "i" do to jade your feelings...

to change your mind...

what more could i have done...

i've exhausted all my possibilites...

and still...no answer..

the answer...well... just a sigh [becomes the answer]

the more i try..the more i fail......i am not a failure;but i am giving up on love.....

Reviews

[Carrie Montgomery]

awww...d****t. I hope this isn't true : "i am giving up on love....." hold out, hold on. It DOES take it's time but it does happen and the "real" thing will come along just when you stop looking. It's true ...happened to me! Gosh, girl. You are so talented. I am always moved by your writing. ALWAYS. Head up, my friend.