Constant medication poisoning my brain
The thumping of the madness bursting through my veins
All the emotions coursing through every part of me.
SO.
I.
SCREAM!
I let out the insecurties
about my nose
about my height
about my weight
I let go of all my hatred
of skinny models
of Paris Hilton
of sometimes Barbie
I let out some of my anger
about my dad
about my life
about ranting
I let go of most of my sadness
about my home
about my weaking
about my tears
Then I sit, overcame by
My emotions, and think
"Holy Crap, I'm annoying!"
and keep it in
Waiting for this to happen again
I just hope you're not the one to hear me.