Tonights Events

This is what goes on in my relationship. Daily. I've become a sculpture of a girl I once was. Trying to be emotionless, so that he doesn't yell.

He told me he was going to go out with his friend Eddie.

 

I said Okay.

 

He told me to quit moping.

 

I said I was just laying here, not moping.

 

He told me that he's not going out because he's mad, but because he thinks he deserves it.

 

I was silent.

 

He called me a s**t.

 

I remained silent.

 

He told me that I should be quite. That I would never be and wasn't good at anything. That I was worthless.

 

I wouldn't cry in front of him. I buried my head in the blankets and waited for him to leave.

 

He slammed the door on the way out.

 

I still have tried not to cry.

Author's Note

I think I'm in a bad situation...any suggestions??

Reviews

[Yvette Shaw]

The fact that you have stopped talking...to him
The fact that you have stopped crying...behind him
The fact that he thinks it's o.k...to callyou out of your name
The fact that your lying in pain...
The fact that he told you to be quit...
How many facts do you really need?
Facts are facts...I suggest you start listening to the silence.

Yvette Shaw