Being Lost

Just some musings

I have been lost for many years

living just to exist, to get by.

I would camouflage my true feelings

pretending to be happy, but I wasn't.

I locked down my heart to keep it safe.

I loved but once, so many years ago.

She was taken to Heaven by our Savior.

We loved very deeply and prayed to God to heal her,

He never did and I continue loving her still.

Forty six years later, blue eyes had found me.

She discovered my hidden key for my locked heart.

Unlocking my heart, to trust once more and now

she has given me a purpose to trust once more.

This woman is and will be the only one I trust, ever.

We discovered a wonderful friendship which we both have needed.

Words said to one another to give us much happiness and pleasure.

Our thoughts only belong to us and those precious moments 

only, can we know and understand as being soulmates for an eternity.

Author's Note

This is how I have lived until recently when blue eyes and I did connect. She is a truly wonderful caring woman who possesses a wonderful loving and very sensitive heart.