new dawn, new hope

I've been cursed my whole life,

the world hated me so much.

I envy people's happiness,

the acceptance and love they received.

I had dreams,

but I've lost hope.

New day, same old living.

Life sucks!

 

I wanted to end my life,

but killing oneself is a sin.

A choice must be made,

so, I've decided to do better.

Moments of silence and trials,

I surpassed it all.

How ironic it is to end your life,

now you wanted to live your life!

 

The dawn is here!

just how beautiful the outside world can really be.

New day, lovely dawn, new hope!

 

I quickly stood up,

and noticed someone dozing off my bed.

She's not breathing, and I

I tried to wake her up, I

was holding it on my hand...

A poison!

I had to do it...

She made me do it.

I've enough to survive this world,

and the choice has already been made...

I killed her...I killed

myself...

I smiled and looked at the window saying;

"new dawn, new hope."