What is opportunity?

This opportune. Fate ever changing, one life all too predictable. Strange to wonder a different lifetime. When I could easily determine not only my state of place but mind in a different dimension, vice my own.

Behaving one dimensional in comfort, is soothing in waves of outward phlegmatic presentation. However it is eerie and cumbersome in its self-pragmatic trans of loll. 

Moving as  if entranced, straying from the missing reality, hasted past what is not a haze of an image. 

Attention is given, from a moment’s breather. 

Fooled I was, In the midst of illusion’s ease, I was. 

Privilege of neglect over-granted. 

My sight  was exceeded. Mistaken, I am now forlorn. 

The sounds of rain hitting cold cement  from a distance misrepresented for the crackles of a warm fire being kempt ablaze. 

A lamenting reminder  of opportunity lost when the hand that held me was but placed and not clutched by the fervency I held within.

In this moment of solitude I even wish to be by your side in regret for not grasping you when you called me your’s. 

Humble and subtle I stumble is my personality. Humph... you were more than a trip and  so I fell worse than the cascading leaves of fall.

Erratic and iridescent is what you got me phasing.

Still living under a sun and so you follow me like a shadow.

Your face... the memory of your dimensions which brought me out of that monotony that swallowed you whole. The weary repetitiveness and tiresome boredom which left you with a reason to look for excitement. 

Bury me now..So what is this if you are but a mirage to me now… Headrest lying south. 

Bedhead awakening, everything made so hard when you left me to myself. Even just getting up in the morning to remind myself, I am not hollow

Funny thing waking up on my own. I maintain a professional structure unwavered; however things remain placid without the eccentric essence of your everyday motion. 

What a loss of opportunity  this moment is to wonder a different lifetime vice my own...

Reviews

[alanwgraham]

Sorry - but its got to make sense!
I can see there is something in there so work hard on it and let someone check it out for you before posting it! Or maybe I'm just missing something.
Alan

[joe]

I changed the format.
Hopefully it helps for you to relate.