feeling when not wanting to

This life that I live

 this heart that hurts me

Im not living this life the way I want

Im sad, Im lonely.

 

each day I die

a little inside

It dont seem to get better

I want this pain I feel to fade.

 

A life that you live

you only live once

but to suffer is to die

and to live in hate

is to be in hell.

 

What is life

if not to live

this life you have

and to end it is something well.

 

As each day passes

I ask myself how did I survive another day,

will I die the next

or live on to see another day.

Author's Note

Dont worrie bout me just hope to see me....If not then you should wait a few days and If nothing then you can worrie.