Nightmare

Lately I've been having nightmares & people tell me if I talk bout it, it could help. So I've been having this nightmare over and over.

 

Im on a beach just relaxing. Theres no sun, its gray but warm. I hear the ocean and all I see are the waves crashing and smell the ocean water. I look around, waiting for someone. "Hey..."I turned around to see bryan standing there. "Hey...." I said and he smiled down at me. He walked to me and gave me a hug. "I missed you." He told me. "I missed you too." I said. "Lets walk." He said but not as a question. "Ok." He didn't hold me hand like he always did and he has said I love you yet. "Is there something wrong?" I asked. "Julie I dont know how to say this so I'll just say it. Im leaving and you cant come with and well I dont want you too. You will better off without me, So this is goodbye. This is not easy but Its the truth. I will always love you but you cant hold onto it, you have to forget." I started to cry and I couldn't think, all I wanted is to scream. "What?!?!" I yelled softly. "Julie don't be upset." A car arived in the parking lot. "Goodbye Julie." He didn't even look at me and he just walked away.

Goodbye julie  Those words are just repeated in my head a doven of times each and every day. I will always love you  He just should have stabed me.  I sat on that beach for hours intill someone found me. I cryed every night then after a mounth I couldn't take the pain ,so when I tried to kill myself they put me into a mental hospitel.  Im leaving  I wish the pain will just end.

 

And thats my nightmare. This is true, I've been having the same nightmare for about 5 days now.

Author's Note

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[Starting Over]

You are scared! You are holdin on to a fear that he will leave you! You have to let that fear go! You need to let the fear ago!

[Bryan A.]

Wow....... Do you really think I'm going to leave you?