scars

scars

A Poem by julia senpai

i look at my body im not happy i still feel what i felt 
i grab my blade and start to cut away 
i see the blood drip i feel better now 
they scab away but i still feel the emotional pain 
the blood looks more like green 
and im just bleeding out 
i want to die 
these scars they they do not close they just reopen 
they open and open and they bleed again 
i loose my head and your hand
now i rather fell physical pain than emotional 
it like the devil 
sadness is my drug and the blade is my hope 
this love just ends up in cuts 
deeper and deeper i loose my self 
in my brain there a bullet from my gun 
in my mouth some pills to forget my past 
i don't want you on my mind 
im feeling so lonely 
i want to close my eyes and push everything to the back of my mind 
im lost so ill cut my self a path 

© 2014 julia senpai


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thank you and i have gotten better i rite poetry to take away the pain


Posted 9 Years Ago


This is really sad, I have gone through this and its a feeling that I can't put into words but you did. If this is about you get better, anyways love it the words are sad , yet beautiful❤

Posted 9 Years Ago



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julia senpai
julia senpai

stockton , CA



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