scars

i look at my body im not happy i still feel what i felt 

i grab my blade and start to cut away 

i see the blood drip i feel better now 

they scab away but i still feel the emotional pain 

the blood looks more like green 

and im just bleeding out 

i want to die 

these scars they they do not close they just reopen 

they open and open and they bleed again 

i loose my head and your hand

now i rather fell physical pain than emotional 

it like the devil 

sadness is my drug and the blade is my hope 

this love just ends up in cuts 

deeper and deeper i loose my self 

in my brain there a bullet from my gun 

in my mouth some pills to forget my past 

i don't want you on my mind 

im feeling so lonely 

i want to close my eyes and push everything to the back of my mind 

im lost so ill cut my self a path 

Reviews

[julia senpai]

thank you and i have gotten better i rite poetry to take away the pain

[destiny soto]

This is really sad, I have gone through this and its a feeling that I can't put into words but you did. If this is about you get better, anyways love it the words are sad , yet beautiful❤