it will soon be over

holding back the warm wet tears.

i'll bite my tongue i'll hold my breath 

spit out all the blood from this bleeding.

stab myself with a cold sharp knife. 

rip out my spine so ill stop moving.

slowly fading as tears roll down ill start to die.

one day you will want me once again to tell your lies. 

i can feel your body shake now you're all alone.

ill only hurt the time i'm with you.

please don't tell me you're leaving me again its so lonely laying in this cold bed at night. 

 i cant seem to find some light your still holding my body tight.

where is this going all tonight.

i cant breath. 

you swept me off my feet then you let me fall. 

i don't understand none of this at all.

i don't understand why you're leaving me alone.

use me drown me in tears show me how much you missed me these past years.

i know you'll be lying and ill start crying. 

its better if we stayed apart so you can't destroy the remains of my heart

forget what i think right now 

you always haunt my head sleepless nights empty bottles i

ll pop some pills 

i cant breath

im gasping for air but its hopeless now im dying and im just someone people forget     

Reviews

[ANTO]

This writing struck a chord with me tonight Julia - contrary to popular belief its begining to feel a NOT like Christmas. :,(

Good flow of words and choice of vocabulary here - well written

[julia senpai]

thank you destiny soto i love to hear that people like my poetry

[destiny soto]

I am reading your poems and all of them are really good, love your writing!