Out of Control

A time where I just couldn't grasp the situation and was so overwhelmed by how out of control things were getting that I felt hopeless. No one would give me the answers I needed.

Do you realize what you’ve done to me? Do you realize that I can't help you see everything that you have ever done to me and more? I know you’ve got it all wrapped up inside your mind. I know you’ve thought more things that you can't hide, but you know that im a person too and I don’t know what to do with you. So please tell me what you need me to say. Please tell me what you want me to do, to help you help you get through this difficult part of life. Because without me you know you won't survive. Do you realize what you’ve done to me? Do you realize that I cant help you see? Do you know how im gonna handle this? I don’t realize just whats going on because everything is beyond me and so out of control.

© By Amanda Gloth