Snow In His Veins

Snow In His Veins

A Poem by Jupiter

I never thought
that I would see you in a casket
the color of dirt
surrounded by flowers
as if that would make it
any less horrible
but the white snow
it stole you from me
and you showed
that it was too tempting
to be
high
did you bleed from your mouth
I just want to know
did you scream and shout
because it haunts me
and it hurts me
but my love
your clouds and your snow
I swear to God
I didn't know
your arm was aching
your heart was racing
did you leave in pain
I just want to know
was it hard to breathe
did you try to scream
was your face stained red
like the color of the moon
when they told me
you were gone too soon
I saw your face
on the marble arch
but I guess love isn't a victory march
because honey if it was
you would still be marching
I crave your arms
your scarred arms
I crave your eyes
your brown eyes not blank like an empty sky
my love I miss your smile
your smile when you were on the ground
not in it
but you loved
being high
and you couldn't stop
even when it meant
your time was up
but I need you
you were only eighteen
8-21-14
Nana keeps using the present tense
but it just makes me remember
you crossed your white picket fence
too soon honey too soon
you're higher now
in kingdom come
I hope the weather is fine
because baby
it's snowing outside

© 2016 Jupiter


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That was deep and beautiful again. So many good and lovable lines in here. I liked "did you bleed from your mouth". Adds a harsher tone to a softly and sadly written piece such as " did you try to scream" and following lines. "Love isn't a victory march" reminds me of the song hallelujah. I read drug abuse and it's severe and lethal consequences in it. I also really like the title. Well-crafted.


Posted 8 Years Ago


Jupiter

8 Years Ago

Thank you again, you're wonderful. When someone you love dies from an OD, a part of your heart dies .. read more
V

8 Years Ago

You're welcome. I'm sorry you had to go through this.
Snow is falling on the place where you smiled, where you grew, where you played and where you lived, now covering the ground where you lie, as silent as each flake weeping from a clouded sky. I felt a chill as I read this, sadness comes in a drift, deep and cold. Once again, emotions stand forward in your writing. It is obvious this came from a place very deep in your heart. Really nice.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Jupiter

8 Years Ago

Beautiful comment. You have a way with words (: Thank you so much. That means more than you know.
really powerful read, painful ache and longing felt. a underlying need to tell this person, 'hey you really screwed me up leaving me like this down here, seeing you like this. how dare you.' but also an underlying love that is truly genuine, the sting of those two things are deeply felt.

really tragic read, but well written.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Jupiter

8 Years Ago

You always leave such great reviews. Thank you so much.
Really raw, amazing write. I personally think the best device you used here was pairing a really morbid line (ie. "did you bleed from your mouth") with a really innocent and hopless "I just want to know". You want assurance that he passed peacefully but you're trying to prepare yourself for news that he didn't, but I think if you were to read this out loud I could hear your voice break on the "I just want to know" because you really can't prepare yourself for news like that. Those lines (in my opinion) had the most pain and sorrow in them, and they blew me away and broke my heart. Really well done.

"You're higher now" is also a really brilliant line. It's absolutely awful that he ended up (in a way, based on the word play) getting what he wanted. Just overall a really powerful line in a really powerful poem.

My only critique would be to add some punctuation. You used some endearments that could benefit from commas such as "too soon(,) honey(,) too soon". Or even "but the white snow(,) it stole you from me" so that you can direct where your readers take breaths and how this poem is supposed to read. Periods are really powerful as well because they signal a strong and final end of a sentence, thought or idea, and you may want to think about if the symbolism of using periods could benefit you in this poem.

But all in all, really amazing write and I feel honored that I had the privilege to read it.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Jupiter

8 Years Ago

Wow. You always have the best things to say. Thank you so much. What you said about "I just want to .. read more
Elwyn

8 Years Ago

Rushed works too, though!! If that's how you want it to flow, then totally do it!! Especially if you.. read more
Jupiter

8 Years Ago

Thank you lovely. I have been practicing this in slam fashion (;
This is so powerful it made my cry - I was right there experiencing every torment with you! Amazing poem

Posted 8 Years Ago


Jupiter

8 Years Ago

I'm sorry I made you cry :( but thank you so much. Thank you thank you thank you that means the worl.. read more
:-/ so sad and so powerful. I'm sorry for your loss...lost for words. There's nothing to say but I hope saying it brings you some relief.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Jupiter

8 Years Ago

Thank you for reading and reviewing, and thank you for being so sweet. Writing makes everything bett.. read more
I am sorry for your loss.. your words show the depth of love!

Posted 8 Years Ago


Jupiter

8 Years Ago

Thank you so much. What a lovely comment. Can't wait to read your writing!
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Stanza 2 Line 4; 'is' should be 'it'
Stanza 5 Line 3/4; why did you choose the moon as your comparison? Generally the moon is a white/yellow colour, not red
Stanza 7 Line 4; again with the comparison not quite jiving. I would actually recommend here, instead of saying 'colourless' use 'empty'

Okay, other than that I thought it was exceptionally well written. You create a lot of empathy in your readers here. Drugs are a horrific battle and it always hurts when they win against someone you love.

Great piece.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Jupiter

8 Years Ago

Oh thank you for catching the typo! And I chose the moon as red because the night they told me that .. read more
747

8 Years Ago

No problem, I hope I didn't come across as too critical. I understand how hard it can be to write ab.. read more
Jupiter

8 Years Ago

Absolutely not. It was so helpful and I'm just glad you took the time to read and review! I will def.. read more

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