I didn't mean to leave this way

I didn't mean to leave this way.

honest i didn't.

you know i care about you,

i swear it's true.

I didn't mean to leave this way,

all quiet and cold.

there's a monster in my head

that's that's taken me too far.

I didn't mean to leave this way,

a big mess on the floor.

pick up all the pills,

don't let them rolled away.

I didn't mean to leave this way,

a crumpled note in hand.

unfold it and read to me

my reasoning to give in.

I didn't mean to leave this way,

but yet i did.

don't you cry for me,

you had your chance.