Within me

Self conflictions,reminiscing in my dark afflictions

Melancholy.
Devouring every inch of the soul.
Despondent and unresponsive
Laying about ; cant look around
It's always dark here
The people live in fear of him
The boogie man
They speak of a profit who overcomes
But the ominous music of tiny tim wanes everyone off
From the red door
The blood splattered floor
They fear him
Red face crazy hair evil grins and sharp teeth
*BEEEEPPPP* BEEEEPPPP*
The narcolepsy taking over I'm awke but I'm not
Its a contradiction I see myself
But I also see the door
The red door
With the blood splattered floor
I walk towards it. ; my only exit
There he is ; or is he?
I'm under a bed
I can see a childs leg
I have a sudden impulse
I reach out and pull
I hear the screams
I can see the stream
Of blood
But from where?
From mee...
I flee
And yet I'm somehow filled with glee
I'm back at the door
More blood splattered upon the floor
This room full of so much gore
And yet I can tell the monster within
He wants more
I come across a mirror
I see the ominous face before me
There's two halfs however
Me and him
The shadow trims
My face away
All that's left is him
He begins to grin
A piercing light overtaking the dark
I appear more stark
I'm awake
yet I can always feel him lurk about
Without a doubt
He's always near
But I no longer live in fear