My reality is falling apart

Rocks are flying around

Stairs are upside down

The wind is whipping my hair

Because my reality is falling apart

The place I was used to

The home I was given

All crashing down around me

Because it was not real to begin with

 

I fabricated it as I grew up

Updated systems and knowledge stores as I saw fit

I controlled it

I made the stories

I rewrote histories when needed

And crashed the system a few times

 

I could not see the world for what it was

And this is my biggest down fall

My spiral into the unreal has made the truth a danger

It was a safe space that has become a tomb

Killing me slowly

 

Now it’s falling apart