Another Friday night/ Another Saturday MorningA Poem by jsnape29About being stuck in a cycle of drinking, casual sex and hangovers. (Inspired by my self-destructive days at university)
Another Friday Night
Another Friday Night Out on the town again Dressed up with the girls Going big is the aim With a drink in her hand She's the queen of this club Reborn and awoken The game had begun. She's at home in this place At one with the crowd She can escape her mind With the music so loud The past is forgotten She's lost in a dream Sparkling and perfect In the dark she believes. There's a glint in her eye She's up to no good But can never resist That familiar buzz The eyes are on her She knows they desire her She's looking for conquests Not looking for love. There's a boy at the bar Fittest one in the club But easy to catch When you look this good Just a flick of the hair And a lick of the lips Is all that is takes For a taxi to his She's on an adventure Backseat entwined She gives little thought To the friends left behind She doesn't feel shame She's committed no sin She's drunk and she's high On her devilish win. ------------------------------- Another Saturday Morning: She awakes from the black Confused in a daze Stange man at her side Can't remember his name In the dark grabs her phone Searches through her missed calls Trying to piece together The blurred night before. Without saying goodbye She stumbles out the door Struggles to locate her bra Left on the hallway floor Time to get out of this place And make her getaway Far too many mornings Have started this way. A walk of shame home Wearing last nights clothes The strangers all stare It's clear they all know Makeup smudged down her face Reputation in tatters Its both silly and tragic Her illusion is shattered In the safety of home She reflects on her past She can wash away the grime But the regret always lasts In bed she despairs Her queen is dethroned And the hangover pounds Worthless and alone. She's stuck in a cycle There's no way to fix it It's not just the drink That has her addicted Depressed and in shame Needs a break from the pain So once she's recovered She'll be on the town again
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1 Review Added on December 28, 2017 Last Updated on December 28, 2017 Tags: poem, sex, growing up, drugs, depression Authorjsnape29Newcastle , North East, United KingdomAboutI'm a maths student - generally happier with numbers than words! However I enjoy using poetry as I way to express my feelings and explore my creative side. more..Writing
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