blue and the gray

A Poem by john

Another poem-

Did you have fun sifting through my blue and gray,
was it worth it to see the pain on my face?

My mind worthless, my body worth even less what do you want me to do,
I can't even find a way to get rid of you.

I'm sorry for the trouble that I made it is inevitable I will have to clean it up soon,
just please explain why did you make me cry and hate myself too.

I don't know how to rationalize truly how I feel,
and so my destiny unmoving and forever sealed.