Leaving

I come from your arms. I am leaving. Once we lost time and had endless days of dream filled sleeping. Then we woke and you are not with me. Always so busy. It’s how people be. I choose not to be sad, but I am always sad. I choose not to be mad. I choose to celebrate what we have. Toxic or sin love still came in. Maybe we cant last but when we look back we will remember our love. we will dance the love away. we will see the fire and feel the warmth from our eternal flame. I come from your arms in to this unknown USA. It is not dark but the power is on the alarms. nothing is the same. everything is new. He can't be with me I dont want to be with you. I still cant look away from the love that was made. He wanted to see me but relapsed with a cough. I relapse every time he calls. He wanted to see me Saturday but I already had plans. We text in the between with words so sweet but its just us more mad. I come from your arms. I am leaving our endless days of dream filled sleeping. Toxic or sin love still came in. I feel it on my skin. Like a tattoo only you and me can see. A secret language only you and me can speak. I celebrate us whatever wherever we be. For what we have people pay for on stream or in the movies. We got the sweet reality. We got the sweet kiss. The tender curve of the palm of his hands and finger tips touching my body ever so softly. Yet all those days are so costly. I come from his arms I still feel everywhere on my body and he is not with me. I am leaving. I have woken after endless days of dream filled sleeping. Toxic or sin love still came in and I realize I can still live without you and my heart is still beating. I come from your arms I am leaving.