I need a new story here

where do I go from here

I want to escape this hemisphere

I pray that God will not wake me up

Yet here I am still on the search for love

for the love of me, for the earth , for somebody

I do not feel fine

Only in his arms for less than an hour there is a power that is mine

but its just temporary high

oh baby why oh why do you leave me to cry these endless tears in the night

only when I block you to you come and call my name

only to end up the same

do you even see what you do

how can he be living his dream come true

when I just want to escape this hemisphere

I need a new story here

how can you go from me to she

he never wants to talk about it

wants to leave it in a different compartment

why are our souls tied

i wanted to block him forget him forever

he says i hurt him and he doesnt know why

he still tries to come and its me he finds

I feel like a crack head and I guess I made my bed

he wants to be with me every day

we just cant get our way

I ask him will it always be this way

he says no but he doesnt have a crystal ball

why does he come around at all

didnt even get me anything for my birthday

but he said i used all my vacay

just to be here by your side

when I have been fired from life

I told him maybe I will be a call girl

and he said then I will have to release you from my world

sometimes I think of doing it because we arent meant to be

maybe this is what I need to stop him calling me

yet this is something I can't be

it would be just another kind of misery

why is this life a fucked up mystery

i need a new story here

i want to escape this hemisphere

I pray to God He wont wake me up the next day

but every time the sun shines He opens my eyes

I could commit suicide but I cant leave this legacy

There are homeless people living on the street who stay there comfortably

more rich people on the news jumping of the ledge

life can be funny

i just need more money

a real love with somebody

Lead the way Lord

I dont know anymore

I need a new story here