I Fly Away

I want to go to Nespresso Cafe

Sit inside and drink my Moka Latte

But the sky is so grey

with what feels like endless rain

it takes me a way to another place

where life isn't bleak or feeling like a waste

We can break these chains that force us to be slaves

Free ourselves from all the attachments ending in pain

The men and this real world just aren't cutting it for me

Diamonds are a girl best friend in the end

This is my new thing to collect

I am done with all those older chapters.

Even though there were happy different happy ever afters

Some were my choice

but some were directed by His voice

HE can take the wheel

I know though the map dont make sense

this is my own journey He knows where it ends

I follow the night

Mouln Rouge reminds

Can't stand the light

I am a mixture of black and white

Like a unity cookie

I dont understand what marriage can bring

i dont see what this lust thing 

has done for you and me

but the dream of love isn't through with me

It was good for a while

made me smile

after a time I felt like dying

somewhere out there he heard me crying

God had a purpose for our connection

but now it lacks dedication

I dont want to stay

I dont want secrets and lying

So today I fly away

through the gray and rain

dreaming of that loveshine I am meant to find someday