Embracing the lonely mystery

in the end I realize I am just somebody to f**k

since he dont love anybody

I ain't his somebody to love

I am watching Mary

Its a wonder how people be treating the ladies

what religion did were they subscribed to

he wears Jesus on his chest

still got that 50's bullshit deal on my desk

I throw it up

cause I ain't just somebody to f**k

I can finally say goodbye

for who I miss so much

is just a figment of the imagination in my mind

till he becomes real our destinies can not entwine

i will be more like Mary

Finding pleasures in His mystery

the mystery of life

where women in His kingdom always has free will

He didn't strap her down to the bed

make her eat his holy bread

His invitation was angel sent

The Protestants and the like try to define her as a vessel

She is a sinner like us but well no she is the mama of Jesus

makes me wonder how people were taught to love

when all you treat us and ladies like as just somebody to f**k....

now we hear about PDiddy and Jayz

please Lord maybe I didn't say it right

please send me somebody to love and love me till the end of time

Till then Its Jesus

I say yes my Lord to everything He says

He brings flowers and sunshine all the days

not just forcing me to spread my legs

for His invitations are angel sent

I thought that's what he was

but he isn't serious

about me and us

so I give all my love back to Jesus

I will be more like Mary

Embracing the lonely mystery

until He can find me somebody to love me and love me back until the end of time