Stuck in this doomed fate

   The new old first lady is a bought baby
How does this inspire for always
Is it ok to get a sugar daddy
is that how to shatter the glass ceiling
she could do something to prove she is more
but every time you ignore
it makes me want to keep locked this slammed door
This isn’t America no more
Liberty sunk down beneath her shore
only God can make it better then before
I try to listen to Maria
As she says we must stay and fight
but I am tired and the sky gets dark before 5
I can’t see much but the traitors surrounding me
I pray ever since that dark day
to lose my breath
to wake in death
because it feels like where I am walking
no matter how i try
love doesn’t come back from any guy
I am not trying to sell myself
I tell you how alone I feel
you tell me you are sorry and drive home to her to sleep
so please I beg you forget me
let me not breathe
let me drown down
so i can no longer feel this agony
but God will not let this be
apparently there is still a mission more work He needs from me
but Lord I accept my fate here all alone
let me just die turn to stone
but He says no
now is not the time to come home
He is with me through the dark and cold
through this endless painful road
before there can be renew
there is still work to do
He lifts me up
So thats why there is just one set of footprints
He breathes in to me love
and I haven’t felt alone since
in a matter of minutes
but there is still no man’s hand to hold
no man to cuddle in the cold
no one to soothe my stress
he can only text
because he is lost in his own mess
please let there be the blessing in it
let me be his only wish on his gift list
i dont know why my heart still seeks you
when everytime we speak you tell me you are sorry
i am sorry too
sorry for missing you
sorry i ever kissed you
and now its too late
no matter how i try to clear this plate
it seems we are stuck in this doomed fate
i will just go on stay strong
till God parts the Red sea and makes a way