Ghost of my life

I tried to close the door and lock it. Then he just came and broke it down....just things that I wrote....

ghost of my life
coming to haunt me on the week of all hollow’s eve
but JC stands in front me
not letting him touch me
His love never puts me on stand by
i am in His front eye
His eye is on this sparrow
taking away all my sorrow
i can be alone
for a wrong love is just ash and stone
God keeps reminding me i am His Child
an angel
I dont have to stay in this bad spell
He raises me though some pain remains
for the scar stains
yet I am made new again
All that taints no longer stays
I will not think of you or call out your name

dear love watch it all fade away…..

Ghost of my life calls my name

on his phone from his white van

parked in my drive way

He asked me to sneak him in the garden gate

ghost of my life

still stuck to his wife

in that stockton life

why did God allow us to unite

naked

sacred

without shame

without grace

we needed that sweet escape

we needed that healing

so many lonely souls

alive without love and feeling

so many lying beside their spouse to continue a lie

only because he can't afford a divorce

no one is perfect

everyone has a skeleton

I dont judge him

I understand

Because God is teaching me different ways to love

yet even the sweetest sin, is a sin

I can only pray He will forgive

for when the curtain fell away

the spirits came on this Halloween day

even the ghost of my life

calling me for trick or treat

for one moment to unite

even the dead feel the broken heart

even the dead need to feel that spark

i guess thats what we are

dead and still breathing

under a moonless sky

waiting for the right time

God lets the curtain part

to unite a broken heart

this is the reason why you see many men and women finding other lovers

because at home their partners failed to get them through the night

thats why he calls my name

ghost of my life