For an Undeserved Mercy

Why can't you tell me you will leave her

Why can't you tell me you will love me forever

instead he texts I will want you always

he is just another married stalker

but a good f****r

but it feels more than that

I am just sad

I can't forget the best I had

I needed one last taste

Now I go on my way

No matter what we do

If he leaves her for me

We are still doomed

can love grow from sin's seed

Dear Lord I pray for an undeserved mercy

Hear the prayer for thee

inside this beating heart of me

a miracle is what I need

to end this eternal feeling of hungry

All I can do is pray to you

Ask to be forgiven for the things that I do

I loved him

the feeling of our kiss

the touching of our skin

even as menopause kills me within

He comes and makes it better

even for an hour

he is the only one I crave

our connection comes with strong power

yet I know the truth

we are doomed

All I can do is pray to you

Everyone tells me the same advice

leave him you are nothing but the side

I try and try

He comes and finds me

calls my name

waits for me in my driveway

i blocked him and prayed he would forget me

He told me he couldnt

and when we made love again

it was better than before

He said he always wants me but we can't do what we want

so please let me move on

find me someone better

my true bird of a feather

Reviews

[Dave W.]

Forbidden love can be so cruel, the heart can be a Son of a B, good poem

[butterfly]

Thanks for the review!