On this Landslide

he chose his wife

but keeps wanting to see me in life

maybe I am his eternal earthly delight

If I continue with him I always wonder will I burn in the fire in the after life

i wonder why thoughts of him are so messed up inside
i had it all figured out in my head
i was walking to Lucky
I heard the angels whispering they said
We hunger for love like food
Maybe thats the one thing we dont got at home
even when we try to buy it on demand
it still dont come

because maybe its something i dont deserve

with or without him I still feel the pangs of hurt

I dont feel the thrill of the sin

but to say goodbye completely feels like the damned curse

Oh well maybe I already fell in to hell

i just had another debate with my mama

another Phillips family drama

Homecoming from colorado

I felt she was judging my cousin harsh

my older sister said they are so quiet after feeling they should be educated with growth

there are still somethings we dont know

we have our differences too
I said that maybe we just can’t expect people to behave the way we think they should do

why humans is it so hard to talk to you

Got to accept them for what they are

i feel more breaking in my heart

as we now turn in to guardians of our points
I hear raised voices begging for coins
my eyes cry my tear
oh Lord why is it so painful
in this earthly hemisphere

oh well

on this landslide

it feels like a new hell everytime

Reviews

[camac1994]

You're a side piece. Darling, stop. Just stop. Like cigarettes. I cannot smoke occasionally. I had to just quit. You CAN do it. I promise, in a few years you won't even think of him. Do not let a person have that much power over you. You are far more valuable than that. I swear, get a d***o. They have much more patience.

[butterfly]

D****s aren't as much fun as his haha...Anyways thanks for the review!