Loveless Heart

Driving in my Tesla Model 3

Forgetting our broken dream

as i read the comment left by him to thank his wife for finding our dream house

please just stay out of my life

why does he keep coming back around

leave me alone

All he got was my love energy a mix of flesh and bone

While refusing the only real angel he will ever know

My love is replaced by rage

I got to get out of this place

away from his embrace

Butterflies aren't made to live in a glass cage

We are meant to fly always

So in my Tesla model 3 I ride to a beautiful town by Capitola sea

I press the gas

I am free at last

He told me again he wouldnt bother me anymore

if happy with the wife in the dream life and house why keep knocking on my door

its clear he doesnt need me like before

could never understand why it couldnt be love

call it what it was

I made it to the other side of the cross

God had a message in the sermon on Saturday

Now under Capitola's sun ray

with blue sky and sea side

Painted houses of blue and purple create a scene

that feels like a better dream

under sunshine with art and wine

I erase him forever from my mind

While he will still be reaching for me with his arms

only ends up with her the dream life, the dream wife

yet its me who is in his heart

for he comes back to ask me to the hot tub

cause only my naked body can heal his pain

he can't have his wife or any other someone

only my naked body pressed so close to his loveless heart

even when he holds his wife

its me he is wishing for every day and night

who wins this time

I am a ghost haunting him for the rest of life

But I am alive

God raised me from the dead. He does it all the time

Every single lady is an angel

I hope one day you will know all to well

Thanks to Taylor for getting me through

Now I am awake I am out of the blue

I dont need to block

he has no power over me

I can just put up my hand and say stop

and watch as he falls at my feet

because his loveless heart just dont beat.