Love Go Fading

i am a girl looking for love
cupid dont throw the arrow
till its my angel from above
i am done with sorrow
done with this carousel ride playing the same tomorrow
on it we play an unfunny version of ground hog day
yet the memory of our sweet taste
makes me look your way
sad sad lover
drowning in pain
only my kiss and energy can save
am i his angel
on his knees he prays
to the hot tub yes i will say
talking like Yoda to rhyme today
makes me laugh anyway
oh well its nice to be wanted for my naked body
with its fat rolls and curves
bruises and scars
he calls me beautiful when i feel like a curse
its interesting when the sun turns to the dark
i am the one he is reaching out for with his heart
wishing I was in his arms
while still lying next to her
who is feeling the burn
he will see
I am free
of course he is missing me
I am amazing
too bad for him he chose to keep letting our love go fading