I Hate It Here

just words on paper and I was listening to Taylor...

i hate it here
i miss you dear
i want you near
kissing me
missing me
loving me
wanting only
to never be lonely
again
to never hurt me in the end
to stop choosing her above us
but there is no angel coming to save us
we have broken hearts and toxic love
i try to move on
stay strong
focus on the new
but on his lonely nights
he comes to say
I am going to my mom’s house today
I am missing you and thinking of our passionate moments
i try to blow it all away because i can’t stay this broken
but now reminders appear
i hate it here
i miss you dear
i want him near
kissing me
touching me
wanting me
making me forget only
i am never lonely
when he is on top of me
devouring my soul and body
how could it be so wrong
when it feels so right
f**k it i was in love
i want him one more time
its just the fantasy
a drug
still he is inside
i try to focus on the new
i am down bad
going mad
reminders appear
i hate it here

Reviews

[Writer at last! Sky ~]

Love, passion and broken but beautiful ❤✨
That's what comes to my mind after reading your painful journey of love so far. Believe me it's always difficult and hard to get rid of love that doesn't belongs to you. But it's all about courage to move on.... 🏃💨

[Arundass TP]

A scattered balloons, Cry for love. The poem has intense emotions. Nicely written