A Dreamless Heart

At the end we are strangers

I dont know who you are

where you are from

I only have memories of him naked

its a sad thing

i am unlucky

the year is 2024 and I already feel like I am dying

everyone gets so angry

hangs up on me

expects some kind of nice reaction from me

you come to my house and berate me about the snacks i eat

everything you say brings stress to my brain

you expect me to reach out ask if everything is ok

you expect too much from the dead

cant you see

you were luckier

you got the dream

from fat to skinny

still the same old witch

making me the same old b***h

but i refuse to play the scene on repeat

i will leave you alone in peace

and you will let me be free

some people even sisters dont get along

some lovers love and and then they are gone

some people live with a dreamless heart

because life came and tore them apart

i am trying to repair from the storm

so when you text me once in a while that you miss me

what for

you already left to stockton

you dont understand how it feels to be ignored

but I still love you but i have to keep my boundary

i must close this door

because the girl who was here before

is not here anymore

after 2024 came and tore her apart

she chose to live with a dreamless heart