Callousness

Flew away on paper planes

On the wings of a white butterfly fluttering by I found another reason to wake

then the hair salon called cancelled my appointment

there wasn't enough students for this employment

I laid back down

try to be a sleeping insomniac now

Dreamed of a time when there was an us

You couldnt let go of my hand

I made sure to savor the touch

of his rough calluses

very similar to this callousness

I am alone still now

Why I just dont understand

Life became such a bore to live

When dreams of a louis vuitton bag is too expensive

So a friend asked if I wanted to go out

If I was up for a walk

together we completed a 16,000 step talk

Got reminded of the wilder one I was in my youth

Then the sun completed its shift and as we walked under the moon

I enjoyed the light and hay colored fields that creates the peaceful setting that always surround

Under a midnight sky with a puffy cotton candy cloud

hiding the supernova

by the marina

I was young and naive then

Always duped by cheating married men

oh dear love please tell me when

my lonely season will end....